Terakhir

Sebab dia yang kau cinta semalam mungkin  sahaja bukan dia yang kau cintai harini. Dan mungkin saja kau pun berubah seperti dia; dan cinta yang pernah kamu punya itu telah menajdi sesuatu yang lain. Sesuatu yang kamu dan dia sama sama tidak perlu lagi.

Confused

Segala pahit itu,
Aku tabah telan.
Biarpun langkah ku perlahan,
Aku rela bertahan memijak duri.

Mungkin kita selalu saja berkorban untuk sesama sendiri,
Mungkin aku tidak tahu apa yang kamu korbankan untuk aku.
And aku pasti, kamu tidak akan pernah tahu apa yang aku korbankan untuk kamu.

Tapi saat ini,
Terasa aku bukanlah sesiapa lagi untuk kamu
Hati aku terasa sungguh
Sehingga tiada kata aku bisa luahkan untuk kamu lagi.

Mungkin benar perempuan hanya punya air mata
Untuk bekalan dia ketika sedih, gembira, sakit, dan pedih.

Mungkin aku pun jua begitu,
Mungkin aku sedih,
Mungkin juga sakit,
Ataupun pedih.
Tak mustahil juga aku merasa bahagia.
Sumpah,
Aku tak tahu lagi.

Who Are You, Really?

I can still take a million of your bad words,
I can still take prolonged screaming,
I can still take different insults.

I wish I couldn't.
I really wish I could stand for myself and defies you straight in the face.
I really wish I wasn't this person,
Ever so giving, ever so forgiving.

I wish I could slapped you in the face,
Who cares if you're twice my size.

I wish I could scream insults to you as you did me,
But words were drowned at my throat.

But most of all,
I wish I never loved you at all.
It gets harder each day,
And I try to justify my actions every single day,
And I have never failed to know its all wrong.
I'm all wrong, you're all wrong,
We're all wrong for each other.

And with every tear I shed,
With every heartache I felt,
I don't know what to feel anymore.

You're becoming somebody else,
The person I never knew existed,
The person I have never ever loved.

Subjectivity

I still believe that many things in life are subjective. Love, trust, anger. It is as subjective as it gets; and the level of these things depends on how much would you let it ruin you or build you. It all comes down to how you control these things, and how you don't let it becomes the thing that break you. If it comes down to building you and opening paths you never knew existed, then, good for you. Never let it ruins you, never lose control, never lose balance. You'll never know the impact of each events.

I'd Still Choose You In A Million Life Times

Graviti aku masih dia.
Hati aku masih dia.
Even subconscious mind aku masih ada dia.
Segalanya masih dia.

Maaf kepada yang terluka.
Ketahuilah,
Aku lebih banyak berdarah.

I'm Running Out of Wit

Bukan aku tak mencuba, bukan aku ingin terus begini
Fahamilah hati degil dan dunia aku masih berpaksikan kamu.

Suara

kadang kadang suara nakal berbisik,
kenapa hanya kau yang mampu dan bisa setia disisi tanpa henti dan jemu
padahal hari hari dia
tenang - tenang saja tanpa ada khabarmu.